Friday 20 February 2015

I've Not Even Regained My Voice and I Have To Lose It Again =.=

Crap, the last time I was here was last September.?? In my defense, I'm not a lifestyle blogger, so scarcity in my blog postings is very much forgivable =P

The title of this post - I was completely voiceless last Monday (9/2/2015) and I communicated via whispering most of the time at the office. Wanted to go get an MC cause clearly, I won't be able to perform my job effectively, but decided against that. I've been regaining my voice ever since, though I still sound rather coarse and can't sing two lines without coughing. However, I'm probably gonna be back to square one with this voice issue. I screamed. My lungs out, might I add. My neighbors were probably freaked as heck. But I had to scream. I had been in a pressure cooker the whole day and I gotta let it out. Its okay, my Lea Michele moments can wait.

As the date of this post might suggest, its Chinese New Year right now. This year's CNY is a rather different affair, its pretty meh. Nope, meh is an understatement, a lie even. Its less than meh, Meh is probably same old same old, how CNY was not any different as how it was last year, the usual affair. Mine was less than meh, its, agonizing actually. Its agonizing to celebrate what greeting cards says is a prosperous and joyous occasion, when adults (ie parents) decides to misbehave and chose this time to do it.

It was yesterday(19/2/2015), at approximately 2.30pm that the celebration ended for me. Like, its first day of CNY at specifically 2.30 and I am done with CNY 2015. When adults chose to bicker and bring out issues and frustrations that were decades old, even older than me, on a drive to the next house we were house hopping to. That was it, I bid CNY 2015 a very untimely goodbye. That's gently putting it, it was f*** CNY la!

I feel a lil like Tom in 500 Days of Summer. He works in a greeting card company and is not happy with his job and thinks that greeting card companies are such a fraud. Correct me, if I remember wrongly how this movie went though. So like Tom, I think greeting card companies are selling us a bunch of bullshit, or at least to me, at this point of time, at this specific CNY. Prosperous and joyous what.? A year of good wealth and health.? I get 14 MCs a year and I make an honest living with my 9-5 job, that's my wealth and good health.

I just gotta bicker here! I'm a positive/optimistic person, that's how some still see me as ~ carefree, happy go lucky etc.. I would say I am. But I'm allowed some PMS moments too right lol.?