I'm Not Feeling It...Yet, Maybe

What am I not feeling.?

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I remembered my very first time going for one ~ oh man, that was good. It was something I never regret, it is something I still look back to with a smile and ultimately, it brought us all together.

Then I thought history would repeat when I joined my next one ~ Oh, how wrong I was.

Maybe this is a result of having just expectations, don't even mention high expectations.

So yeah, what am I not feeling.? I think that is better left unsaid. Maybe I should be a lil' more patient and give it more time.

But if I can say it once, I can very surely say it again.

I'm not feeling it, I'm not feeling it..

I'M SO NOT FEELING IT.!!!