365 Photo Diary #6

Picture heavy post coming your way...

February 2012

11th Feb 2012

I love salmon...

 12th Feb 2012

Renewal of vows..

 13th Feb 2012

Stocking up junk food for exams

14th Feb 2012

My Vampire Diaries loot courtesy of Deric Lee =P

15th Feb 2012

One more paper down...

16th Feb 2012

Yes, only one more to go =)

17th Feb 2012

Last minute BFB tips =))

18th Feb 2012

Best picture for the milestone 100th day of this project =)

My 365 partner ~ Esther :-)

19th Feb 2012

My first Chatime XD

20th Feb 2012

The 4th Betas on Ice. Looking forward to Gammas/Deltas/Epsilons on Ice now =P

21st Feb 2012

Michelle turns 20 =))

22nd Feb 2012

Pink Wednesday treat by the parents...

23rd Feb 2012

Steamed eggs with seaweed

24th Feb 2012

A day with Esther dearest while the rest are in Genting...

25th Feb 2012

Topshop at Pavillion's window display. So pretty and preppy right.?

26th Feb 2012

Visiting the brother in NS.

27th Feb 2012

Gift from Esther from Singapore =)) M for MeiTheng XD

28th Feb 2012

Finally finished reading a book that many read so long ago. 

29th Feb 2012

I miss cooking for myself by just looking at this picture >.<

Update of March's 365 coming soon =P

5 Days of the Past 2 Weeks

It was an event that I decided to be a part of as a favour to a friend, also as an attempt to try something out of CF but I never expected to have walked away from it with so much. With.So.Much...
When E***** asked me if I could help out by taking pictures in his event for Badminton Club, I was like "You sure mou.??". Sure, I liked taking pictures and all, but this is one big major event for the club and I don't wanna be responsible if they don't have any good pictures for their event this year. Bad lighting in the hall, players quick movements, that stuffy hall that makes everyone a sayur masin at the end of a day, being surrounded by people whose preferred language of communication isn't English ~ so many reasons to consider and be hesitant about. But I took the chance knowing that chances like these don't come often and also the chance to play with a Canon 600D XD


It started last Saturday (7th April). It went on for 2 weekends which resulted in 5 days. That is 5 days of being in a badminton hall from morning to night. Wouldn't say that I made friends for life (but who knows bout that for sure right.?), but I did get to know a few people who I will say hello to and maybe put in a lil' effort in asking how they're doing when I bump into them in campus and really mean what I say. My own "self fact" is proven to be true once again when it comes to conversations in a car. The president of the club sent me home after the event for 2 nights and in those times, I can say that I had one of the most fruitful conversations I ever had with any presidents. It was just those general questions like "how do you juggle studies and club stuffs" and to that president, it might just be a normal conversation, but there was a certain unexplained impact bout it. 


At the end of the 5th day, which was the end of the event, all of us went out for supper. A supper that involved 9 tables (1 short of the 10 I predicted). You know how they say "there is a difference between feeling lonely and being alone".? It is true. I was "alone", I knew no one close enough to talk with all night apart from E, but I didn't feel lonely. I was really happy to be on the sidelines, observing how a club that I have no single relation to conduct themselves. Truth is, if this was a CF supper and that was how I was feeling, I would without hesitation come home and call my friend and complain all I want at the balcony. It was really nice to see how things are done and how each of them are with each other in this club. Total eye opener, didn't know I was so cooped up before this. That 9 table supper reminded me of my "glory days" in Alpha and how seeing this happen with another club makes me wanna experience this with CF all over again. This was how things were and how things can be.! And I am surprised how God showed this to me, thru a bunch of people who is in a club I'm not even affiliated with, people I've only been around with for 5 days and who I don't even talk to because of some language barriers, people who I might not even meet again. Long story short, they are the last people I would expect to see such bond, tightness and crazy from, and I am not even part of their bond, tightness and crazy. Made me really see the damage of the things I have on my plate.

The 9 table supper...

My heart will continue to be with CF as much as I complain and defy some of the things they do and it is this heart that God has placed in me that makes me wanna see great things happening to His children. See, the changes I am trying to bring and make, it comes from a good place. And I wanna try to do this before I graduate, and that is I wanna play the cajon for at least one session...because learning and playing the keyboard and guitar is just so mainstream >.< hehehe...

Realizations...

I realized that...

Its better to feel like shit and a piece of crap because of your encounter with them that can be calculated with less than 5 fingers...cause at least its not as bad as feeling like same piece of shit when you encounter the same crowd for the 6354236494th time.

So yea, you terserempak them for a few times and they didn't treat you the way you would have expected and you labelled them and called them this and that...

Or you deal and face them for so many times and yet each time you come out feeling like shit. I complain much.? Cause my encounters were way more than yours, I'm at least "entitled" to the complaining that I do given the slaps I've gotten again and again.

You do the math here..Just suck it up la k.?

You Just Don't Know

I look at it, and I can't help but feel disgusted. Like really disgusted, with a capital D.! Why on earth do you do such stuff.??
I know what you are up to and now, it involves someone that I care so dearly for... 
To you, its harmless and to that someone I know, it might also be harmless. 
I am still just a third party observer in this situation, without any rights to say how you should conduct yourself and situations like these...


But that's someone that I care for, get it.? That person matters to me. Its taking a lot for me to not utter a single word to you bout this cause at the end, who am I in this situation to say anything.?


Just please, get your act together. It doesn't reflect well on you and trust me, this isn't what you want people to think of you as.

Said A Year Ago...

Finally went on Fb for today, and I saw a status a soon-to-be graduating senior of mine posted. The gist of it is living the final few weeks one has as a student to the fullest...


It kinda rang a bell. I remember I posted/said something so similar to that. It was my final semester as an Alpha and it was after one of the maddest and fun CG outings ever. I know how that feels, to know that your days here as a student is numbered and the hard part of letting go approaches nearer. 


I know, just trust me on this...


Another thing that I did kinda say before happened again, and its situations like these that makes me not want to take back what I said, even if it was mean and so so so unfiltered. One always say the most factual and unfiltered stuff when they feel like a piece of crap. I kept convincing myself "I shouldn't have to.." but only God knows if the first move should have came from me. Only You know...


Whatever it is, I guess its just one of those many days where my thoughts are random and I rant...

365 Photo Diary #5

Been very long since I've updated with my 365 here.. So, here it is..

January 2012

15th Jan 2012

I snack a lot when I'm studying...

16th Jan 2012

Finance is so confusing...

17th Jan 2012

Go-to candy of the moment

18th Jan 2012

Even with a sore throat, I can't resist this.!! And I had asam laksa before having this =P

19th Jan 2012

Realized I liked doing this..arranging my candies by colour to form a rainbow =P

20th Jan 2012

Can never get tired of this view...

21st Jan 2012

Coming home for CNY and this is where I begin cropping my pictures into squares. Really love this picture, its so me =P

22nd Jan 2012

CNY Eve's reunion dinner. Had steamboat buffet *ohh happy sial..*

23rd Jan 2012

First day at CNY. Wore the exact same thing from Kate's Christmas open house and the night before's reunion dinner... I meant it when I said I didn't go get new stuff for this NY's...

24th Jan 2012

My aunt's Kate Spade which she only uses on special occasions. So pretty and clean cut right.??! =))

25th Jan 2012

Went to Taiping and stayed with a family friend. They call this the "ice mountain".

26th Jan 2012

Saw a similar picture on the 365 site and I decided to imitate it...

27th Jan 2012

An LV - the cherry on the icing of a cake =))

28th Jan 2012

2 for RM30 at Diva...

29th Jan 2012

Simple things that makes me happeyh XP

30th Jan 2012

Sapu a tin of Quality Streets from Cold Storage for some dirt cheap price...

31st Jan 2012

This CNY's prettiest ang paus

February 2012

1st Feb 2012

The first friend of mine to turn the big two-zero this year =P You will rock being 20 =D

2nd Feb 2012

If only time can stop or just slow down...I really didn't want to go back to Malacca >.<

3rd Feb 2012

Yeap, HOME...

4th Feb 2012

The day the eggs stood up =P

5th Feb 2012

Kajang at 0645-ish. It looked so calm as compared to the busy traffic that I always see of this place...

6th Feb 2012

My dad and the car seat coincidentally coordinated their outfit =P

7th Feb 2012

Its time to go back to Malacca..Bye Kajang =(

8th Feb 2012

Back in Malacca for Beta2's Finals...

9th Feb 2012

I need my sleep, I love my sleep =P

10th Feb 2012

My study companion..

That's it for now. 27 pictures to feast your eyes. Be back soon with the next 365 update =)

Yes, I Talk To The Wall...

I was having brunch in campus with a friend of mine couple days ago and we were talking bout random stuff. Then he asked me stuff bout "expressing myself" because according to him, I don't do any of those deep emotional post here. So here is part of our conversation. I found it funny, and I hope you do too...


E***** : Eh, I read your blog like no emo, personal post wan..
All very normal stuff...
MT : Oh memang la...
E***** : Then how you express yourself worr..??
MT : Er, I don't know...I do stare at the wall and talk lor...
E***** : *strange look on face* hmmm, like that arr. I know why you're still single...
MT : *burst out laughing* BABI YOU.!!!! *continues laughing* *people turned to see what was going on..* walao that's so idiot weyh.!!!!


Talking to the wall or talking to oneself isn't strange, or maybe it is a lil to somebody. I just find it really helpful... Like REALLY helpful...

365 Photo Diary #4

Update for January 2012 thus far...

1st January 2012

Took this the moment I got home before running out the door again for ROC2 practices.

2nd January 2012

Majority of the cast and crew's first time in the real venue. We practiced without air-cond and I swear I was like a sayur masin when practice was done for the day.

3rd January 2012

Praise God.!! We had an amazing first night for ROC2 =)) And Cyber peeps came to support as well...

4th January 2012

Second night is done which means ROC2 is completely over now. These are all my stuff after they are packed. So diva-ish right.?? XP

5th January 2012

ROC2 is done, its time to whack all the iced and spicy stuff without guilt :-P

6th January 2012

My new plush toy :-)

7th January 2012

Chocolates from Christmas. I love my peppermint patties =P

8th January 2012

Ate the Prosperity beef for lunch. Too pepper-ry for me. I love the curly fries though...

9th January 2012

My new tee.

10th January 2012

ROC2 wristbands are finally here.!! Its Unfailing Love btw >.<

11th January 2012

I made it to Cyber's Agape and so did a bunch of us from Malacca :-) I had a good time, thanks for the laughter...

12th January 2012

Hanging out, swimming and getting caught for swimming illegally in UG's pool. hehehe =P

13th January 2012

Took the red flats out for a walk and some errands.

14th January 2012
Some seniors brought us out for dinner at Portuguese Settlement. #anotherfoodspotchecked# :-P




That's all I have for now and till the next update...
Happy Chinese New Year...
and MMU-ians,
Happy Studying XD